someone i once knew

dedication.. unknown?

i wonder if you still remember my name, or ever
think about me ..
because i still have conversations with you in my head..
and sometimes when my mind wanders i think of you and me and how
we used to be.

you see we've both moved on, and after all the
challenges and obstacles, the ones we tried to face together
it feels like we are complete strangers, but you know
there's a saying "You never stop loving someone; you just
learn to live without them." to me that feels so true
i miss you.. but you didn't know that? so i guess our relationship
will carry on, carry on fading that is.

our rare talks, on birthdays and such,

sometimes i wonder, i wonder what you think of me know.. you probably think
ive changed, and turned into something i used to despise. but no.. you see
im still dani, your dani, well used to be.

we've both moved on, but sometimes i cant help but think that theres
a part of me that feels i made the mistake.. and i should have chased
after you. i just wanted to love and be loved back

but the road for us was heading in two different directions, i went left because that was right, and you went right because that too was right.

its what society would have thought of as normal, because of age
but in my heart it feels like sometimes, you have to be wrong to be right.. to feel right. and now I'm sitting here, in another country
wondering how your sleeping, feeling, thinking.. thinking of me?

but i guess we're not meant to be. i just hope somewhere, in the future
you take a u-turn and take my left turn, because maybe.. just maybe then
left will be right .. right for the both of us .

because i never forgot and i never will, the games we played and the idea and plans we made, for that day when you did want to take that turn and we didn't know that it had to be right.

but for now. it seems as the cards cannot be flipped by me, i just have to wait
until this is all over and maybe my card is played, and our chance comes up ...

i guess i just want some sort of sign