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sitting watching the hot air mix with the cold, breathing heavily,
you feel like nothings worth it, you've missed your chance, and whats the point?

the worlds always out to get you right?
its the feeling you dont wish for, but yet.. when you least need
it its there, its there when you dont deserve it because that is when you
need it the most, to realise.

it feels as each breath gets harder, you burn with fear and anger, for what's ahead you are unsure, it hurts and you dont want to step into the light because you dont know, you dont know what you want, and for now its what you need.. you dont know, if everything is going to be okay